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March 21st, 2004

10:55 am: It's spring break.wooo.yeah. Its been pretty cool so far. Thursday we were gonna go to some party dave was talking about but Craig wasnt really into it which was cool. Instead he took me to dinner at the food Shack and then we walked on the beach and it was all romantic. So then I went back to my house and stuck him in my window. His friend Jimmy called him and told us to come over so we snuck out and went over there for an hour or two. Those kids are the funniest people Ive ever met. I was just sitting there laughing the whole time. We left there and snuck back into my house and Craig slept over and we got to sleep in cuz both my parents were working friday. We woke up and i got up to cook him breakfast but it turns out we had no milk for me to make antyhting and no eggs and i made muffins from a mix and then we went to mcdonalds. He left and i went to the beach and it was so beautiful out. I got sunburned tho and that sucked. I dropped off the Taurus at accent sound around 230 ans the guy called me at 5 and told me hes having a problem with the CD player we were gonna put in so he fixed the other one and my dad got me a little system. woooo. imm such a baller.So i went to pick it up and they still werent done. so i waited around for like 2 hours while they were fixing it and then i drove it home and craig and mike picked me up and we met up with dave and people. We were walking into the woods where the little party was and then dave left for some reason. There were a bunch of kids i didnt know there and it was kinda gay but Jimmy and Will came and me and craig decided wed rather hang out with them so Craig took all his beer and we left. We sat out on this dock and chilled for a little while and then we left and craig drove me home and he listened to my new system!its so cool. Too bad i cant even drive it until like tuesday or wednesday. I love driving my moms convertable its so cute.

I babysat all day yesterday and went home and then craig picked me up and we saw Taking Lives which was awesome. We kinda got into a little argument but not really. But he of course made me feel better and kissed me and told me how much he loves me and it was all good and it was stupid. Today im going to lunch soon with my parents and then im gonna go to the gym. Me and Sara are hanging out tonight. Im not sure what were doing but i really miss her and i need to hang out with her tonight and have girltime. omg that sounds soo gay. Tomorrow me nnd my mom are going shopping in miami.yay! so exciting.

I wanna get really drunk.


10:42 am: MY HAIR: is reddish brownish
MY DREAMS: are pretty realistic when i remember them.
MY FAVORITE THING TO DO: hang outside,laugh with friends.
I'M WEARING: blue boxers and a white tank top
I'M EATING: nothing but i just finished eating a banana
I'M DRINKING: a smoothie
I'M FEELING: relaxed..at ease
I'M THINKING: about going to miami tomorrow, and Craig..
I SEE: sunshine
I FIND: Johnny Depp is fine
I WANT: to move to Europe
I HAVE: an amazing boyfriend who i care about more than anything
I WISH: people could be less judgemental
I LOVE: music, ocean, sun, stars
I HATE: bitchy uptight girly girls
I MISS: my brother...and camp
I FEAR: my parents dying
I SMELL: omlettes
I WONDER: where I will be in 10 years

Current Mood: relaxedrelaxed
Current Music: Tool

March 15th, 2004

07:45 pm: This weekend was so much fun..every weekend is fun.

Friday night..shit i dont remmeber. oh yeah craig took me out to dinner and then we rented Thirteen and watched it at his house. Saying goodbye sucks. it makes me want to cry. Saturday i went to the beach with aliana, went to the gym and then craig picked me up and we went to lisa's house for a little while. It was cool. i hate how i get shy and stuff when i first meet people. Craig is so outgoing and can talk to anyone. i wish i was like that. it was a nice relaxed environment and lisa seems cool. i need to just not worry cuz i know how much craig cares about me. We went to the beach and looked at the stars for a while. everything feels perfect when im with craig. all of my worries go away.

Then we went to cold stone and then we went and saw the secret window which was disappointing. Johnny Depp is hot though. So the best part of the night was when i snuck Craig through my window. haha it was so funny. We woke uup early and snuck him out and then he frickin forgot his keys. so he was walking back to my backyard and i look out my window and i see my dogs and mom outside. so i called him real quick and told him to hide. so he did and then i gave him his keys and we got away with it and it was close. It was so amazing to sleep next to eachother. To me it was more intimate than anything. I wish he slept over every night.

Its only a 4 day week at school. im so happy spring break is almost here. Lots of cool plans for that.

I get my car in 3 days! yay


Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

March 3rd, 2004

05:42 pm: Penny Lane is in my ears
I am so happy because this week is going by pretty fast. My grades are dropping and its stressing me out..i need to stop skipping and get my shit done.

Yesterday morning i woke up at like 730 and went and picked up breakfast for me and Craig. we ate and then hung out all morning. school was easy which was good. Then after school i went and chilled at craig's house again until he had to leave for work. Today was so much fun. sara picked me up and we went to jacks house. there were so many damn people there and every sing person was so fucked up. craig was gonna come over but jack was tripping and i didnt want to even bother him and there were already so many people there and craig sounded so pissed at me. it sucked cuz i pretty much thought about it the whole time i was over there. when we got to school i saw him and he barely even acknowledged me. it made me so sad because i told him what id be doing. i guess he doesnt like the idea of me hanging out with other guys but he doesnt understand that were all just friends. we talked it all out though and everything is okay now. I couldnt find my chemistry lab so me and Craig skipped 7th and chilled at his house. he was acting like a little boy today and it was the cutest thing ever. I cant believe how amazingly happy I am.

So were staying down in miami saturday night. which is so awesome. ULTRA YAY! I totally forgot that i have my English test tomorrow so im gonna go read all those stories.

Life is almost perfect.im soo exausted

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted

February 28th, 2004

02:24 pm: I am a pretty happy girl right now. There is a lot to look foward to.

2)i get my car in like 2 weeks
3) Corey is most likely coming down friday. i havnt seen him since like early december. I really want him to meet Craig.

my mom just bought a car and it is so cute. silvery blue Sebring convertible. I cant wait to drive it. Me and Sara are going down to Lake worth tomorrow to pick up the Ultra tickets.

Thursday was a halfday. Me and Craig went and chilled at his house. Craig got his license yesterday. yay. he is so happy and i am happy too. he picked me up last night and we went and ate sushi and then we saw Eurotrip. The we went to Craig's friend Dave's house and chilled for a bit. We went back to craig's house and then we went to taco bell and then he dropped me off home. It was a really fun night but i guess it always is when we're together. I really dont feel like babysitting..yeah.

Im getting my belly button pierced again. i wanted to do it tomorrow but no1 can take me so im gonna do it like friday after school. i wish i could get my eyebrow pierced but my mom doesnt let me make my own decisions. o well.

I watched an amazing movie today. its called Thirteen. Its crazy and i really like it and hope everyone goes and rents it. Its about this girl and she is all fucked up and does drugs and has sex and shes only thirteen. its sad tho.

im gonna hop in the shower.

Current Mood: blahblah

February 18th, 2004

07:52 pm: "I wanna lady on the street and a freak in the bed"
Its freezing cold! yeah. So i had a really fun weekend and now its school time which sucks but the week is almost over. I am completely in love and it feels amazing. I have never been so happy and i have never been treated the way Craig treats me. The things he says to me gives me a rush over my whole body.
Im gonna hang out at his house after school tomorrow and theb were gonna buy our tent. I cant wait for us to go camping. yay. soo..i have to forge an excuse note for mrs hughes. i gotta do that.
So i went to the gynecologist today. She made it a point to tell me that my vagina is abnormally tight. i think thats cool and funny.
Saw Dave PALO at the gym and he preached to me about jesus. i was like yeah. i like bhudda.

Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Usher

February 15th, 2004

02:01 pm: Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Current Mood: draineddrained

February 14th, 2004

11:41 pm: What an awesome day.

woke up at 7, sara [picked me up and we did "wwalk for the love of children" which was cool because of the free bagels and pancakes.im in a daze, i just spelt pancakes wrong 5 times. the i met up with aliana and sarah at the beach and then i went to the mall for a bit and then came home showered and picked up Craigy. He wore a frickin collored shirt and i almost wet myself. hehe. he looked soo good. he bought me a cute teddy bear and chocolate. awww. so we went and chilled at my house for a bit and then went to eat at Masa Sugamis. however u spell. it was yummy. then we went to the beach and looked at the sky and talked and thennnnnnnnnn we went to his house and listened to music and had the best valentines day ever. it was such a romantic evening. Craig gets his car in two weeks. im so excited for him. and yeah. so tomorrow were going to his dad's house to look at it and then i guess go to breakfast. mm

I am the luckiest.....

yeah Ben Folds yeah.

sooo Friday nite was also fun. Got free subs at John Smith cuz Josh is a pimp like that. Visited Sara at wizurk, saw old work people.

So Monday me and sara are going to a certain place to visit a certain something. yep. Its so exciting.

I love today. and everyday.

Current Mood: highhigh
Current Music: Hillary Duff song stuck in my head

February 8th, 2004

09:59 am: I want to kiss you every minute every hour every day
So this weekend has been pretty cool so far. Friday i went home and showered and went over to Craig's house and watched him and his brother plaY video games. I met his dad and he seems really cool. Then we met my dad at Duffys and drove to Pompano to see Dark Star Orchestra, a Grateful Dead coverband. All of my dad's crazy friends were there and they were talking to me and i was like whoa. The band sounded amazing, almost exactly like the real Dead. I saw Ryan and his dad and i went and hung for a little while. It was nice to see them. All these people came up to Craig trying to sell him acid and shrooms. I guess he gives off some vibe to people. We met this couple that lives in Jupiter. They were cool. I love how Craig is really social and can talk to anyone. Now that I think about it, I love everything about him. Everything is so different with him. He brings feeling out of me that I didnt even know existed. Awesome night.
So yesterday I pretty much slept all day and had really bad cramps and couldnt move. I didnt think i was gonna go out but I really wanted to see Craig so i went over his house and i felt better.
My brother cALLED yesterday and we had a really good talk. I miss him so much..hel'l be down for ultra which will probably be the next time ill see him. wooo ultra.
I miss Sara. Its weird. I know that being JC is what makes her happy so i understand why she wants to hang out with him all the time but i guess i just miss her. We both have boyfriends now and i guess its hard for us to hang out. That sucks.
Today me and my parents are going to Miami for my adorable little cousin's bday party. I havnt seen her in forever cuz i was away for the holidays and what not. Then im gonna go the the gym and then watch the grammys tonite. School tomorrow..uuggg. I feel like my life is unpredictable and i like it that way.
I need to find a way to download 311's Love Song without downloading Kazaa.

Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Skindread

February 3rd, 2004

04:17 pm: I'm still searching for a fine peace of mind
Huge problem..it turns out that Ultra is the same day as the Lynyrd Skynyrd concert. My dad already bought tickets to the Skynyrd concert so im just screwed. As much as I'd love to see Lynyrd Skynyrd i think id rather go to ultra more. I am unsure how to bring this up to my dad. I was thinking that i could go to ultra until like 530 and then go straight to the concert. But id want to be at ultra at night and this sucks really bad. Iv'e been planning on going to ultra this year forever. Ill just talk to my dad tonight and see whats up.
Marley fest is this weekend and it should be good fun.

Im in a bad mood because Im not allowed to go over Craig's house tonight.

ok i decided that I have the best boyfriend in the whole world.
today in chemistry i was sitting in front of him and he was sleeping and when he got up he looked so cute and his cheeks were red and i was like aww.

I feel like i could use a nice screwdriver right now for some reason. Is it bad to crave alcohol?.

its so funny when Jake humps Louie cuz u know Louie's lovin it. and me and my dad sit there and laugh and my mom freaks out. My moms crazy.

Talked to dave and i guess he may be going to Dark Star Friday night with Ryan. thats cool. hopefully Dave will call me so we can chill there. chill meaning getting blazed.

Im all upset that these two events are on the same day. I really wanted me and Sara to go to Ultra and Craig was gonna come and yeah.

Me and Sara are bitches to eachother sometimes. Its bad.

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Damian "Jr. Gong"
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